How was it again? Visualize it, like you allready have it now, be convinced it is real. Be thankfull, let it go and the universe will do the rest. Read the book, watched the DVD, beautifull movie "What the bleep.", both actually. Quantum Mechanics, we are the creators of our own reality. There's a mash up there, I know. But there is a resemblance between "the Secret" and "What the bleep". They both give me the idea, overall, that I'm doing something very wrong. The theory behind it is watertight though. So it must be me in the equation that does not fit right. Come on, these Steemers that are constantly on top, must use this, somehow.
"The heart always tells the truth.", it resounds in my head. Almost magical, do not know where it came from, but I reason that it must have been in those books and movies. It is part of "the Secret", it must be, it makes sence, and hardly anything does these days anymore. Think I even got some of those rituals the wrong way around, mashed it up badly. It has become a stew of words, and it tastes a bit off. Remember the time I was adviced to meditate, it's almost like visualizing. Inner peace, for goodness sakes, I got so frustrated when I did my best! And then I was told that was the least I should do, my best. And then there was this voice, every time my thoughts started to wander about time and space, it told me that it was ok. Sometimes it felt like I was about to explode.
Then I learned that you do not have to be a monk from Tibet to be able to meditate. Just find a place where you can be you, in the here and now. That's it. Worked for a while, specially in spring and summer. "Everything that manifests itself in your reality has come into excistence because of your constant thoughts." Ok, and my thoughts themselves then? How did they come about? Who or what makes them manifest themselves, my feelings? Maybe Elon Musk is right and are we ourselves SIMS, controled by non biological beings. Again I have the idea that I'm mixing up information. Maybe we are holograms in a holographic realm in the void.
Space, the final frontier
Liked to watch Star Trek movies, never cared for Star Wars, to be honest. But Star Trek became violent and dark, after the orginal creator passed away. And then Spok, gone, all my heroes dead and gone. David Bowie, still like to sing Starman, Ziggy Stardust and Space Oddity. "Let the children boogie...", echoes away in my head now. Cancer, same awefull disease that ripped many I loved out off my life, including my dad, much to soon. Sometimes I almost wished there was a Starman waiting in the sky, but then, when I look at the world. The so called adults that have become good in destruction. It's not the kids, they are color blind. They boogie, no matter what!
Hey kids are you having a fight? Did that kid hit you with a stick? Well, here is how we do it the adult way. We give everybody a knive, no let's fight each other to death! No, wait, let's polute our air, so we choke them! Polute everything, like the junkies we are! Destroy our own enviroment, yes our creation must have had that as a purpose! "Take a look at the Sailors, fighting in the dancehall, Oh man, look at them go, it's the freakiest show..." Thank you David Bowie for all those great lyrics and that beautifull music. In the meanwhile men wants to go deeper into space, at a slow pace, never getting anywhere. Maybe just to get out off this place.
But we are allready going on the fastest space ship there is, known to mankind. It has gravity build in, magnificent shielding, it is just perfect and we are on it! It spins on it own axis, at an amazing speed. Still we don't get dizzy and we don't spin off. Isn't that amazing? Part of the earth goes faster than the speed of sound around it's axis. And we are going through our solar system at a whooping 107.200 Kilometer per hour! And our Solarsystem travels at 64.320 KM/h. While the milkeyway is itself flying about at a speed of 786.133 KM/h. Now we are getting somewhere! And our species want to terra form Mars? CUT IT OUT! We can not even take care of our own planet!
"Is there life on Mars?" Why would the human race want to know, could we handle it? Or the knowledge of any different species that could excist beyond our bio spaceship. Most of us would shit their pants if they knew that these species were smarter and more evolved than us. It would scare many of us here on earth that there they might have found a way to stop war, for ever. Maybe it is as simple as surrendering to peace. But we even slaughter in the name of creation, nothing gets as crazy as that, now does it? Imagine, you've created something beautifull with love and care and it would be destroyed by some who claim to do in your name. That is mad, that is being so called adult about things.
Often it has been said to me: "Get used to it, it is just the way things go." As a child I did not understand, still don't. And then they say we should act like adults. Acting, so that's what it is, it is a made-up thing?! Madness, pure and utter madness. The real funnyfarm is called adulthood, dear reader. So what is that idiot talk about there being 'races'? We are just one human race! Our genome can be mixed, with easy, and it's even good for our survival that we mix up our gene pool as much as possible! And if we were really diferent 'races' we were not able to procreate amongst each other. Human is the race, and there are several unique features amongst us. Let's celebrate we are different, unique and still equal valued. Look at children, learn from them, culture is something we seem to get stuck into as so called adults. And while we are, we just act, and with a bad side to it.
Wonder what I'm still doing here
The price of Steem seems to have dropped quite a bit. Lot of Steemers cashing in on their big earnings. Strange, read several of those big payed typings, do not understand. And now after these cash ins a lot of Steem Backed Dollar has been flushed on the market and the price went down quick. Wonder if they'll ever know, they're in the freakiest show... The price of Bitcoin might go up. As the one of Ether. And at some point there will be exchanges for 'fiat' money, like Dollar and Euro. (Did you know that the word Dollar came from the Netherlands word: Daalder?) Now I wonder if tenthousands of these crypto fiat valuta, aka 'coins' are allowed to be exchanged by those figures. Think I'm gonna buy some Steem and Power it up.
Why am I still here. As far as I can see I am very bad at that 'create your own reality' thing of "the Secret" and "What the bleep." At least we are in a majority, here at SteemIt and the rest of the world. And maybe we can then come together as one, just for the sake of one thing: surrendering to peace.
A GNU Linux dream
Part of that is making things for free and sharing for free (yes I too am in contradiction and I get the irony). In the system though there is still often money needed just to stay alive. There's a clash there, I know. But today I've installed Lubuntu GNU Linux, the Open and Free Operating System on a kid his computer. Broke the Micro$oft chaines and gave the computer a speed boost, it became usable again. This I do for free, for everybody who wants to make the step to a free, careing and sharing humanity. Because it can be done. And maybe we can not help everybody, but everbody can help someone. Or maybe even two.
The GNU Linux ideal, the Open Source Community, Volunteers, they help me believe. And I still believe.
Peace on earth and all well being.